Monday, May 31, 2010

i am never going to do this again...
i trouble myself only to find that i probably end up being blamed, though this time i do not feel that i am the only one to be blamed, though others may think otherwise.
once again, i have to go through this pain, again.
i don't think i can take another one unless i learn the bitterness of the society when i grow up, but now, i cannot take any more of it.

i think i wasn't in my right mind when i took it up again.
never foreseen that i would face this problem again.
i hate it.

i may lose confidence.
i may lose my enthusiasm for it.
i hope i can get them back someday. i hope.

why must they always do this to me?
everytime i feel that i have done something right, done something worth congratulating over.
they would tell me, "NO! we can't do this. we have to change it. "
it may have been a collective decision but me liasing and all, makes me feel irresponsible, makes me feel that i suck!
now i need to go back and tell people "OH, i'm sorry, my dear (whatever) decides that u are too expensive/ we have other plans, so we have to forfeit the goods that we ordered from you before! too bad!"
whao....i love doing this....
the previous experience was bad enough, i don't want to do it again. i really don't want to.

why am i even bringing all the responsibility of this action on myself? we had a collective decision right? but i had no reassurance that i am not the one at fault, but we ALL are. somehow i get where we went wrong but also don't get it at the same time. i really don't. argh. can someone logical come and explain to me, sort everything out for me? i am stuck.

//y9:24 PMy//

Saturday, May 22, 2010

amazingly i slept at 6.00-6.20 on thurs and was like dying yesterday~
today there was open house! i don't regret going back to help out to give sch tours! i love doing sch tours! the parents that i got today were nice, though some dont really ask any questions! hahs +D then ms teo was really nice too! hahas +D chocolates were given to us! woo! but there were too many lah~
after that we decided to sing birthday song for sharon ma'am! but she never pick up~ sad.. sooo we made her a surprise! hahas! hope that she doesn't see this post before we do what we want to do! +D

//y7:59 PMy//

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

NPDP tomoro! jiayou everyone!
the speech is freakishly long, so nygh 的同学们,请多多包含!

//y8:10 PMy//


After the all the test and before the results:
Chem: A1已得愿望
Math: A1 恐怕失望
Bio: Aa还在盼望
Physics: A1完全绝望

FISHFISHFISHFISH... wth... i got damn low for physics... i'm damn sad.... i met mr tan in the quad today, he asked me my physics marks, he said our class did fine mah, then i told him yeah, but i didn't cos they pro pigs (i didn't say pigs then), i not. then sadly told him i got 29 and had 11 marks careless mistakes, he was nice. He told me that that means i could have gotten 40, so i'm pro too. aww. thanks mr tan. sigh... how could i have made mass into newton instead of kg! 6 marks neh! don't even have error carry forward. then the last question... the smart me cos not enough time, jump right into the question w/o looking... sigh... or not i know how to do one neh... sigh... take it as a lesson learnt i guess. need to allocate time better for the test.

chem was fine i guess
math was disappointing
i am damn annoyed at bio and physics...
chinese was fine i guess but zuowen sucked... then there's LA which totally pulled down everything... ARGH!
IH was fine.
RARRRR
total msg SUCKED!! rarrrr i want to bite someone's hand......

//y7:53 PMy//

Thursday, May 6, 2010

papers this week:
chem: A1 蛮高希望
math: A1 可能有望
bio: A1 还有期望
physics: A1不用指望

HAHAHA +D jiayou ppl!

//y4:52 PMy//

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A tortoise is a land-dwelling reptile of the order Testudines. Like their aquatic cousins, the turtles, tortoises are shielded from predators by a shell. The top part of the shell is the carapace, the underside is the plastron, and the two are connected by the bridge. The tortoise has both an endoskeleton and an exoskeleton. Tortoises can vary in size from a few centimetres to two meters. Most land tortoises are herbivorous in the wild.

Tortoises generally have lifespans comparable with those of human beings, and some individuals are known to have lived longer than 150 years. Because of this, they symbolize longevity in some cultures, such as China.

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