Thursday, September 24, 2009
i just realised, my blog theme is the same as my socratic seminar poem... tv... irritating.. i was crapping can or not!? must do well in oral comm man.. my essays etc. all sucked.. sigh..
we got like CA2 mark sheet can i got like the bottom few in class for chem! not bad right! hahas +D well nvm, shan't ponder over it. anyways, my road safety badge is officially dead!! goodness.
EOYs are coming!! shucks man... i haven even finish studying! sec1s are lucky ppl lah! exams start on 14th!!!!??!!! where can like that one!!! sigh.. well maybe we had that type of thing when we were in sec 1 too! hahas +D
ok, just now in library study! was trying hard not to scold the sec1s behind us that were talking loudly... the irritating thing was that they chao2 for like 15mins then they left!?! they should have just went to the canteen to discuss their 3rd lang or sth!? i bet we were pretty noisy yesterday... well thats besides the point!+D
okok, yeah so back to studying just now! i was also trying reallyhard not the slam the dictionary onto the table.... cos the IH notes have like super a lot of words i don't understand can!! like after every 2 sentence i need to check once... sigh... my english is bad, having like 33/60 for the ICAS or sth like that proves it man! die.... what if i fail LA... shucks.. chinese also going nowhere... sigh..
my eyes are murdering me... can't see without specs! but when i put them on, they are blur!!! rarrr! then i rub my eyes!! then they hurt!! rarrrr!!!! man...
i keep falling asleep!!!! rarrrrr
//y9:41 PMy//
Sunday, September 13, 2009
man... i started to play chinese chess and english chess!!
suddenly, i seem to be better at english chess then chinese chess.. goodness. hahahas!
anyway, i think after exams, i shall do all sorts of weird stuff, including improve in both chinese chess and english chess! cos i was playing over the internet and yea, lost all the matches man! hahas!! no bad right!!! +D well, considering the fact that i haven touch the chess boards for almost 1year, its understandable!!!
last day of hols le man!!!
the only thing i studied was quad and linear inequalities... die die die..
can someone please slap me and tell me to go study....
//y2:27 AMy//
Saturday, September 12, 2009
OMG! damn funny! okok, shall say why.
ok, so i was intending not to sleep so that i can study through the night or sth, then in the end, the study room got invaded by a single large beetle and i ran out...
SO! it prevented me from studying in a condition where i would not fall asleep! i went to the living room, and started doing hw again and realise how simple the math question were +_+... but ended up falling asleep...
ok, so at 2+ my bro woke me up, saying that he off to sleep le, so i say orh, and i on the tv, intending to study again. but after 5mins i dozed off.
then at 5+ i woke up again! then this time i did study! after which i rmb that i need to go meet kelly at 10! so i chiongchiong go and bathe and my dad woke up. So i was chiong-ing out of the house already then my dad ask me what time i need to reach!
Here's the funny part: i told my dad 10. and he told me 现在才7点多而已。。。 then i was like huh? 不是8点多了meh!? So i end up seeing the clock as 8.50 instead of 7.50... if my dad didn't wake up, hahahas!! i reach super early... +D cool man.. hahas!! thats the problem with waking up early, the time pass so fast in my brain... +D
shall post abt NCOTC:
okok, so 1st day we had drills after drills after drills, had debriefs and all, got reprimanded here and there by ma'ams though we learnt a lot from it +D then we learn drill cane and baton and had lunch! hahas!! +D after lunch we had voice training and squadmates evil man... laugh at me when i command!! rarrrr! +O hahas! then we had revision on rifle, by this time, i wanted to take a photo of the squad man! hahas! it was like everyone had that stone face, ma'ams ask questions we "yes ma'am" monotonous one neh! i can demo if anyone would care to see. hahas +D but by the end of everything is super have 满足感can!! +D
so when we went to change, everyone went bonkers... hahas!! its like i started cramp on left foot and couldn't get my feet into my shoe, cos whenever i do it, it cramps... hahas! then aircon was laughing like siao, well, everyone was laughing like siao! then clartan say my hair looks like junpyo... damn weird!! after which squadmates started to talk crap and all, so in conclusion: CHAOs.. hahas! +D everybody went mad can! laughing for no reason!
okok.
DAY 2:
we had recreational training 1st! yanni run damn fast lah!! +D i wanted to join into the game man! but was the IC! its ok! it was fun watching too!
after which we had flag pitch!! well, the others had tent! +D flag was fun! +D hahs! then we had tiny lesson on flag and tent, then we had knots lesson! ok i abit bad at being ic lah, must admit! but i will improve!!! !! +D
then we had lunch and i had to leave for physics lesson that was damn irritating, but lucky got smart jj to help man!!
then by the time we got back, it was debrief le. after which we had individual talks with ma'ams +O so scary! but ended up quite fun +D, talked to jinghong ma'am! yep! then yeah, everyone went to the atrium and ma'ams gave a final debrief.
sad part: ma'ams told us to fall in when we were dressing i forgot to raise my hand leh!! SORRY ma'ams!!! i must be more alert man..ok,
so afterwhich ma'ams told us to close our eyes and sing chong er fei! and we didn't know how to sing... sigh.. 对不起ma'ams ！so in the end we sang np 英雄 and 当你孤单你会想起谁, it was a rather sad atmosphere, and ma'ams told us to count from 10 to 1 then open our eyes, so 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 open our eyes.. and ma'ams were gone. left tge medic bag behind and we knew what it meant.
So everyone fell out and thanked ma'ams, seeing their 背影离开我们。Ma'ams left behind a card too, and drinks for everyone, really sweet yeah.
i sort of expected everything, i'd rather not expect man, made it not very surprising... sigh.. well, squadmates started crying which was quite a rare sight, cos even wenxian cried. i felt sad but didn't cry. I abit unfeeling leh, so many squadmates cried, nic cried the hardest and i couldn't comfort anyone..
nic, sorry i didn't hug you when u cried yeah, its not that i don't want, it's just... er, i don't know how to explain. i feel itchy and all and only when u catch me at the right moment should i have the "i don't feel weird hugging" feeling. sigh... i felt quite bad not being able to comfort anyone and i wasn't crying also.. unfeeling creatures of 41.
Somehow, ma'ams leaving like that, seems to definitely tell us that we are NCOs le, no longer cadets. I really miss the feeling of being under the care of ma'ams in sec1,2 and 3. 但是不论怎么样，最终都得长大。
Thank you 40ma'ams for all the advice and care you've given us, though we may be irritating at many points of time and did lots of 让你们失望的事. Thank you for all your patience and time. 谢谢！！
当然也不能忘了38 and 39 ma'ams for their care and time in sec1 and 2.
Ma'ams 们！感谢您！！！
p.s. i shall take ma'ams advice and keep a dairy, actually i have lots of diary here and there. have both chinese and english one! i shall keep a permanent one from now on.
//y7:57 AMy//
Monday, September 7, 2009
happy birthday liwen!! +D
had fun at wen's hse, damn funny, her team mates very nice!
played funny games like the tookitooki thingy! had weird jokes! bro damn cute!
sister looks like her! had scary cheesecake! but was nice! had pizzahut!
duanmug was lame! glenda was cute! hahas! i met new friends like yujie (isit spelt like that),
jiaqi, haiyun! hahas! +D not bad! +D
then we had the telephone charades! pure joke man! was tearing when they revealed the answer! didn;t get to see her team's gift to her!!
LIWEN! ur gift from the brilliant NP clique hor! glenda tan, nicole cheng and lianpeiting +D
nice cookies neh! 300g neh! hahas! 3 flavours neh!!
okok, now to feel guilty.
today when i walked out of the house somehow, i just teared...
i really want to thank my parents for tolerating with my bad temper and nonsense
and though we not be that well-off, they really treat us soo well, and i feel really bad.
is like everytime we need to buy friend's present watsoever, ask from daddy and mommy,
and daddy always ask me if i have enough $. i know they don earn much and i feel super bad that they spend so much on us. esp after the china trip thing. i mean like its like $2100, its lots of money man, can use for super long, i should have just chosen local stuff.
i was super touch the other day in sch when i was telling my dad that the trip is expensive and all, but all he said was that i didn't have to worry, just go, he'll take care of it. i really wanted to cry. then the other day when my mom was asking him how he get the $ (as a joke or sth!) my dad said from now till november still long, he can raise... it may be a joke or real i don know but i really felt so fortunate but really guilty...
my sch fees already cost alot and yeah, i'm not exactly a very smart person. then i have to ask for $ here and there. china trip, i might just end up playing... why waste the $... man...
i promise that i'll study hard to make everything worth while and from now on, i will save up!
and when i grow up, i will support my parents no matter what. So if next time, i start to become some maniac that abandon my parents, someone please shove this post up my face!
just now, my mom was just telling me that she bought my bro a b-day present and if she still own me one. i wanted to tell her that she owns me nothing, the china trip alone along with so many other stuff are all already sufficient for my entire life's worth of present.
I wish for many things to come through, but my biggest wish is that my entire family, my dad, mom, bro, me etc, will all be happy and healthy and safe. there is no need for us to be rich, happy healthy and safe would do, life now is good, reasonable and i really love it. Birthdays have no need to be elaborate, i'd love to just have a simple steamboat session at home rather then going to fancy place that wastes $.
I would like to apologise to my dad and mom whenever i fa pi qi, esp to my dad, that is so tolerant!! and i feel bad to keep shouting at you for no reason. thank you and sorry!
I love my mom and dad and even my irritating bro. thank you for all that you all have given me, i promise that i'll try my best in everything i do. Thank you for advices, for tolerating with me crap and temper and helping me in every possible way. thank you. (so many thank yous x infinite) my family is the best thing that has ever happened to me and i want it to last forever. <3
//y12:23 AMy//
Thursday, September 3, 2009
well, there's something wrong with the blogspot now! hahas!nvmnvm.
man, eoys are like less than a month away and i haven been having the "i want to study" feeling since LAST year's eoys... sian...
anyway, YFC is ending soon and we haven finish selling our chips!! SHIT!! yeah lah!! so if anyone sees this blog! buy from me lah! we are selling it cheap le!!
the project ending by this sun leh! desperate to clear stock...
today we had ncotc briefing! was rather funny, cos i couldn't rmb super a lot of knots! hahas! well, tomoro's campcraft!! +D
hmm, well we're watching emma tomoro cos we have like 4hrs worth of lessons without teachers!! +D but 1 hour is chi, need to do lian4 xi2...
i think the chinese novel very nice neh!!! by caijun! i shall find the rest of his stories and read! +D the twist is nice and not illogical yeah! one of the best chi story books i've read (seldom read lah..)
OHOH! today papa cooked! not bad man, not bad +D
//y9:53 PMy//
