Friday, February 29, 2008
o.o just now suddenly ma'am called hahas=) i thought was esther cos she calling me back, then i was having this very weird and high voice hahas=) then when ma'am said she was ma'am i was chao embarassed hahas=) soo weird=) must sleep early and jia you for tomoro weee=) jiayou to ma'am cos ma'am said jia you for tomoro hahas=) =) hahas=) yeah then like very amusing hahas=) like i little kid like that hahas=) weeeee=) tomoro prelims yao jia you jia you=) lets have the wishing list=) :
1) basha must be tight and straight =)
2) flag pole muut align to peg and basha align to flag pole =)
3) lashings yao tight and you tension and must be NEAT!!!!!
4) pegs bu hui qi =)
5) flag pole straight and neat =) and tight weee=)
6) all below our fastest time (cannot say =) )
7) twine must be ENOUGH!!!
8) no fray ends
9) all bricks covered
10) basha symmetrical =) weee
11) no rubbish lying around
12) ahhh lashings bu neng duan must be good =)
13) ABU bu neng duan
15) Ham (eh i don know how to spell) hahas=) cannot break
16) must be the best pitch ever, must be the most perfect one.. MUST!!!!!
17) MUST GET INTO FINALS weeeeeeeeeeeeee=)
yeah team 1 jia you we have the best basha and flag (pitch) ever =) weeeee=) ma'ams and squadmates all jia you jia you =) hahas=) i scared i can't sleep hahas=)
team 2 jia you, though we not supporting you all but you all too must have your best pitch ever =) then we both teams get into finals weeeee =) i shall watch the video peiying taking down =) weee=) so we all jis you and bonne chance (goodluck) weeee moral support weeee=)
NYNP CAMPCRAFT TEAM 1 一定会胜利 WEEEE =)
//y10:18 PMy//
Saturday, February 23, 2008
today we went to see the boys prelims hahas=) don want to comment but hahas=) yeah.. then after that we went to school to prac drills, in the end only abt 9 squadmates turned up.. sigh... but it still was not bad. hahas=) we were very loud =) then we ran one round around the school for fun =) it was really fun=) i wear fbts, very obscene, so short, hahas then we cheer squad cheers though only 3 of us ran =) then we do the 41 clap very cool to do went running =) become very high =) ma'ams were there too, as in for 40 ma'ams de er.. i not sure but yeah hahas.. then after that we went KAP to have lunch then we came back for OM , st john's very funny =) then we give each other commands then when nicole was going home, i realised that i zao xia hahas, then i talk and sing weird weird one hahas=) but now ok liao hahas=) i singing the songs in the song book hahas=) now at zhu fu hahas=) though sounds old but nice leh =) today i very happy =) props almost done except for the backdrop hahas=) we decided to use lashings for the backdrop stand hahas=) cool leh =) but we not done yet, as in not bought yet =) hahas=) i love my voice hahas=) ego =) HTA got a lot of insects hahas=) weee =) opps i slept accidentally yesterday, so yeah, i posting today hahaas=) today sleep de zui shuang =) cos sleep at abt 10.-- and wake up at abt 9.== hahas=)
//y9:16 PMy//
Friday, February 22, 2008
its been long since i updated, no time hahas= )yeah on chu shi and shi yi we had cai qing =) i was really fun but cos i sleep late so sometimes on the lorry i feel like sleeping so not very high. sigh... but i thought that cai qing turned out quite well and we split the amount that we earned among ourselves it was really fun cai qing =) ma'ams were all really high hahas=)
sigh... i hate my organisation of time, is it that i am too stupid or is it that i am too slow or i am wasting too time??? i don know? i seriously don know.. i think cos i am too stupid bah.. in class sometimes i don understand what the teacher talking about and keep asking my class mates make them very irritated. .. AHHHHHHH.... why my memory and cleverness soooo bad?? i don understand? people can understand things soo well and can even infer from what the teacher is talking about but why can't i do that?? i don seem to be good at anything at all??? my OM group is seriously as in like not good, cos i am simply no good at leading my group bah??? probably i should not even be the leader in the 1st place, we did not et into OM singapore and i am sure that OM mates are disappointed, have i really failed them?? and i not fit to be their leader??? do i not how to organise the group??i don know?? i think it is, i totally failed my OM mates.. i did not organise them well, i am too indecisive?? i can't bring the group together??? i am tooo domineering??? sigh.... i seriously would like to be a leader, i have trying so hard, i don know what to do now?? i try, i am sure i did. i don understand... i don seem to be good at anything.. probably being a group without knowing each other well enough was a really wrong choice??? i thought that being with st'johns would be a wrong choice but now i don think so but partnering with squadmates was not a really good choice i think, i am not criticising squadmates, as in like , being with squadmates in a project would really affect our friendship as in like probably i am tooo domineering and too useless and make the entire grp such a bad one?? i don know?? but i love my squadmates and being with them is really happy, happiest time in school life, all squadmates,ALL . st'johns are nice too. i think i cause my grp to become so bad. i failed the entire grp, my way of dooing things are not good at all.. i don know???sigh.... i don know.. i seriuosly don know...
i can't catch up with my school work, i can't catch up with the lessons . i am not as li hai as ma'ams who can juggle all school work, ct , np, lessons , projects alll together. sometimes i really doubt if i am really useful in anyway?? in ct, i am hardly any use, i am sure if ma'ams took overm y job, ma'ams can do much better, in np my drills are not as good as some squadmates de, though i enjoy them a lot. ct brightens my life, i feel really happy being with ma'ams and squadmates on the pitch, i really do. in school work i am really bad at it, in leading the class, i can't organise them, papers are not handed in properly, i think i really fail as being a person.. sigh...... sigh...... i don know.... i seriously don know... my french is horrible and i work hard, i really do, but what do i get in the end, i still fail for some, or get bad results??? why why?? i don know??? i don have enough sleep and i am hot-tempered most of the time.. sigh.... i don know...
what do i have to do???? study? study?? not do anything else?? i l0ve ct i really love it.. it brightens my life.. i don know ... sigh...
(i shall probably post a happy post the next time i am happy)
//y10:12 PMy//
