Sunday, October 21, 2007
wooooo hooooo i passed overall :) cos other terms pulled my eoys up so i passed alll subjects :) i very happy though i not happy that they are not really high hahas. but nevermind i shall continue working hard :) o.o i got into psl hahas.. i very surprise hahas but nevermind :) o.o so fst 1 year almost over liao, next year jiu4 sec 2 (14 years old) liao sounds old hahas.. and bu4 zhi1 bu4 jue2 i am already in NP for almopst 1 year liao in batch 41 wooo hoooo... next year there would be a batch 42 hahas... so funny :) and we have not finish NP board.. that is very sad oh yeah must do the proposal i almost forgot hahs... hmm must make the board as nice as possible soo more 42 join :) must addd the pretty pretty rifle hahas.. yeah now we thinking of sth ahh nvm hahahs.. o.o at we have farewell party 0.o hahas.. and anyway just one more week to end of year holidays hahas... and we have 3rd class drill test ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so scary i think i will do sth stupid and start laughing ahhhhhhhhh, then will lian2 lei4 entire squad then that would be of utmost hmmmmmm can't find a word hahas.. ahhhhh we have choral and drama training and i am EMO hahas very funny then almost everyday have training hahas
wo3 1 2 3 sooo li hai hahas can memorise sooo much of the script i can hardly rmb so must nu li hahas
//y1:11 PMy//
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
hahas.. today we have a picker ball competition hahas.. :) then hahas.. i don want to type very sian hahas.. now i am at comp lab :):) ahhhh... yeah anyway then today there was this graduation magazine it is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice... :) ma;ams et friends and other people actually many people were in it.. very funny:) then there were pages on CCa and sec 4 classes. ahhhhhhhh i should have bought soo sad... i wanted to buy the coffee table book but my parents say too expensive and now when it is $30 more ex leh hahas.. sad... should have lots of things one. but $25 really ex lah.. hahas..
//y12:20 PMy//
Sunday, October 14, 2007
ahhhhh, these few days though after EOYs i very bored... cos the only thing that i can do is play the computer. my dad never bring me to the library then i have no books to read.. i want to study but don feel like it. ahhhhhh, i want to do sth... maybe play sth more interesting.. or study sth more fun.. ah...play computer like wasting time and electricity.. sad.. i have wasted a day , actually more than a day, quite a number of days... ahhh hooww.. sad...
tues have act again then i forgot quite a number of things liao hahas.. so must read everything then my mum see me do drills hahas.. very funny:) hahas... choral and drama nite i am EMO hahas.. very funny.. hahas.. hmmm.. what should i do .. what should i do... bored bored bored.. i want to read, study but mei2 you3 xin1 qu4 du2. ahhhh, that is most troublesome... i hate that feeling whereby i feel like i am wasting alll my days and feeling of no use.. hmmm, i think i should read my textbook hahs.. quite enjoyable esp bio and history.. very interesting and not very boring.. but the prob about bio is that whenever i read, i feel like there is lots of illness everywhere.. scary.. so history better:) but can't seem to rmb so just read for the fun of it.
//y6:25 PMy//
Friday, October 12, 2007
hahas.. today we got our maths and science test back and i fail my maths.. i chao sad one ... then i passed science and chinese and i very scared for LA.. whereby we definitely cannot fail... ahhh.. squad table yue4 lai2 yue4 shao3 ren2. ahh.. sad.. then today we hae cl speech training.. but i didn't go yesterday so i might lag.. hahas... nvmm.. can ..learn.. i soud much more happy right compared to the previous post which wassooooo depressing..i just change a blog skin and i don really like it cos it is driving me crazy and it is tooo white.. shall change it when i have the time.. ahh .. i want to swim and play and roller blade.. i just roller blade yesterday but i forgot everything that the coach taught.. my blog very dead leh.. nobody tag.. so sadd.. nvm.. i just like to post.. of course i would want people to tag.. today i actually cried just a few tears cosi very gan3 dong4 by my mum that she say that i fail maths nevermind,, nu3 li4 jiu4 hao3.. love my parents:):) ahh... our squad like very san3.. ahhh.. squad lunch and recess less than 10 people.. sad.. donknow why.. tomoro is finally saturday .. woo hoo. i want to play:):) i am harldy even studying.. iscared leh even though it is after EOYs... i still want to study but i xin1bu4 zai4 yan1..so can't study.. hahahas..
//y2:32 PMy//
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
its been really long since i posted and i have just finish EOYs, i know i am suppose to be happy but instead i feel so miserable. especially after today when i got back my french results. i know i just wanted st the very least pass it but it is just that when i compare my scores with my friends, i feel so sad cos i got so low. :( i did study. i studied harder for french then for LA or history, i actually cpied over 10 pages of notes and yet i still got so low... and eveytime after each test, i feel so stupid cos i got so many things wrong... and especially for science, i sed almost the entire september holidays to study for science and yet when i did the physics paper i could still make a stupid and ridiculus mistake... i practised.. ahhh, depressed... but of course i hope to pass.. i don seem to be able to be good at anything, i thought i was good at maths but i was not, i once thought i was good at at least art, but i am not. i just seem to fail at everything... sad... of course i will study hard and try to remain positive.. ahhh. sad//// i can joke about lots of things but of course i would feel sad.. the only time that i can concentrate and feel happy is when i am in school or when someone is talking, playing with me.. when i am alone like now.. hmm.. ahhh.. nvm.... it feels nice to be with someone, even with my irritating brother.. he can make me laugh, irritated and i would scold him but i am occupied and after that i would play with him... ahh. i wish to be like brother in a way that he is soo carefree and plays without worrying anything about his studies, and when he plays computer, he play all day without feeling guilty and he is soo very relaxed and amusing... ( i hope my bro doesn't see this) hahas, this cheeres me up a little:) ... ahh.. life is most unfair and weird..
//y5:19 PMy//
