its gonna be 2010 in 4 mins time! oh my godliness!!!!!
this shall be my last post of 2009! i will review 2009 in 2010 cos i'm too lazy and distracted to type now! hahahas !
wish everyone good health in 2010!
i wish i would be able to not slack off in 2010, get better results and have better self control!
of course, better health and 平安!! hahas! +D
to my entire family, good health, happiness, work 会顺利，平平安安！etc!
to squids! less squad conflicts, bond more, cherish the time in NP we have left D+, uopa gold!, good results to ct both teams etc!

jiayou to everyone！and a very happy and good new year to everyone!!!!
p.s. ahhhh 要十六岁了！！！！
-peiting signing off for the final post of 2009~~

yesterday, well, yeah, had dalt for like 3 hours.
it was pretty exciting cos haven done it for such a long time~ and i realise my back aches cos very long never do.
after that we had ct training. honestly, yesterday was one of the best ct trainings and one of the sad ones.... contradicting~

no matter whether it refers to me or not, i will never, never forget.

Eight/four years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple 'cuz I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple by telling myself that
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you
We're a picture in my mind
And when I wanna find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye 'cuz
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself that
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
You were there when I needed love and
Thank you, thank you
I never told you how much that meant
God thank you, thank youI will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

i may be pretty cold blooded and don't feel at times, but now, i do...
though i might still be blur and unsure of what is the bothering factor, i do feel...
just as the lyrics says, words just gets in the way... my mind probably does tooo.... sigh.





homework... sch... sigh... i should stop slacking off...
final day of 2009.. doesn't feel very good~ but i must say, 2009 has been a year of many things.. tears, laughter, internal conflict.. etc..
hope 2010 would be better... thank you to everyone whose affected my life one way or another this year, esp squadmates. when i couldn't turn to classmates, squadmates would always be there, thank you. sigh...

eeeeee i want to watch lots of movie!!!
i don;t want sch reopen! buahaha

hmmm.... sigh~~
wrong??
maybe? haha
my memory is fague about the last time~
not sure if its the same~
i dont think so~
hmmm~


i very scared next year~~~~~~~~ shit~
i scared i lag behind~ but don't i always do?
ay.... i need to curb my siao-ness for random shows~
shucks~

there doesn't seem to be life in my hse...
my mom keeps having this rarrrrrr attitude (no idea how to explain)
my dad is like sian.....
both nags~
brother just play stupid no brain computer games
i get pissed off at every single thing!
what is the problem here??? i don't know... sian...
i can't sit still to study.. and i hate that...
argh....

homework~~~

wah lao! 那里不有blister, 在这里有！damn weird position sia! esp when the skin on top comes off= now.... hahahas!! i cannot squeeze the water out of the clothes i was washing! 家里的plaster不懂是什么烂plaster, say universal, but dropped out the moment it touch a bit of water and i rub it agaist sth! wth... hahahas +D i shall like go find the best plaster and put for ct or sth...
need to replenish medic bag's plasters! anyone 有any 好介绍？？？不哇哈哈哈哈斯！（buahahahas)！！ 木哇哈哈哈哈哈斯（muahahahas)！！

another funny part to have blister.... hahahahahas! +D exciting~~~~ cannot wipe my 鼻水properly...

glenda the amusing was sympathetic at my fate. glenda don't worry, ur time will come soon! like this friday or sth +D+D　buahahahahs, i am sadistic~~~


OHOH, guess, what is wrong with this studying area~~

yesh yesh, if one is observant enough, one will see a sink and a toilet roll holder~ if one is even more amazing, one may see through the table and see a toilet bowl！ 哈哈哈！

a close up!
i decided that this was the best place to study~~ i wanted to do this during EOY period but decided that i wasn't wise cos not tried out yet. so today, i went to try it out. not bad neh, the table's height is 刚刚好 and the flush button there can put laptop and i can lean on the glass/the toilet bowl. also.. i have a fan!!
the plus points about studying in a toilet is
1) i wouldn't fall asleep i guess ... if i do, i'll look like as though i fainted... touch wood man..
2) i wouldn't want to eat in there... cos i can't stop eating in the room though i'm not suppose to ...
3) i wouldn't drift off and do sth else like surf the net cos my hse no wireless.
4) i wouldn't move about.. cos there's limited space..
the down point would be that i keep thinking about me being in a toilet... feels weird..
hahahahahas +D
clarissa! you should just do sth like that when u decide to bring ur laptop into the toilet again!
ohoh, i have 2 plugs inside! so i can like, charge my lappy... +D
i don't think i'll use the toilet whilest i'm in there...

me have no confidence for anything i'm thinking about right now....
man....

hmmmmmmm....

man... man.... man..... man...... man....... man........ man......... man.......... man........... man........... man............ man............. man.............. man............... man................ man.................. on and on~~~~
want bah. cannot bah....
i'm sleepy...