this week i am raising flag again hahas=) weeee =) then i want to play rugby again hahas=) weee so fun... though play liao like want to die =) then but soooo fun hahas=) we chiong arhhhhhhh, then hui han very skinny hhahas, don dare to touch hahas, cos we all fighting hahas=) weee very fun =) then li ying ma'am suddenly played with us hahas=) yeah very amusing and fun hahas=) all so fun =) then we chiong chiong chiong then squadmates don care snatch snatch snatch hahas=) better then captain's ball ahhas=) ahhhhhhhhhhh i failed maths !!!! sob sob sob, 32/60 ahhhhhh so lan.. ahhhhh.... i don want fail maths!!! ahh... must jia you more!!! then i love my chinese hahas =) 86/110 buahaahahahahahs =) though i was thinking chang wen suo duan can get more marks one.. sighh.... but still yeeee buyah hahas=) i love my geog tooo =) hahas=) i got 19/20 ahhhhhhhh 1 more mark !!! but still highest in class with 2 other class mates cos no one got 20 hahahas buahaahhahs=) ahhh i don want original geog teach come back!!! boring!!! okkookookokokokok hahahahahs.. nvm.. yeah.. but still nvm hahas=) yeah.. then weee oh no... i think i going to fail history, la and science!!!!!!!!!ahhhhhh oh nonononono.... .i scared,,, i spent soooo much time on la and science till i never learn much for maths , history and geog hahahs ahhhhh, i fail then i very sad...i really want triple science... sigh.. jia you jia you hahahs=) o.o this week pc is np de mah??? hahas =) woo hoo.. npdp coming =) wee dalt dinner coming ahhhhhhhhh no skirt !!!!!!!!!! how how how? hahahas!! don know lah... hahas= )wu liao!!!

虽然有开心但伤心还是胜于它。。。 为何不给两队进入决赛。不知如何安尉team 2 squadmates... 但在我们的心里， 你们是永远是NYCT不能少的。没了你们NYCT是不会完整的。
你们是我心中最bonded的。每人能去代你们的。你们永远是NYCT TEAM 2!!!! jia you jia you. you all are the best..
i can't console so i shall stop here. yeah.. sigh... why?? 为什么？？ 。。。。

i just wrote a like 5 page thing on what happened today and yesterday, sad, but yeah.. hahas.. then i wrote lots of opnions and all in there =) yeah but one thing is for sure, i want to joing nyct in 2010 i want =) this experience is unforgettable .. = ) we may miss out on other stuff but yeah. it is hahas +) a firm decision =)

ahahas=) jia you jia you =) i know this a bit robot liao hmm, maybe lets say,
proun (kampatei) haahs=)
or maybe we can shout SHENG LI which i maluy wrote wrongly hahas=) yeah
more maybe bi sheng, bi sheng =)
or jia mu jia mu jia mu hahas, so lame, not jia you but jia mu (wood) ahahas=)
nyct, wo men xing de, lets keep the fire BURNING!!!!!!!!!! hahas =) win win win win win
ying ying ying ying ying ying ying ying
gagne gagne gagne gagne =)
weee we rock = ) jia you =) wo men yi ding hui jing finales de, and when we win, it will not be luck i will be our SKILLS!!! =) hahas=) i very drama =) ok

o.o gadget and pretty basha =) hahas= )

pretty flag

pretty basha + flag =)

this is nicoke when drinking hahas = 0

this is my noodle =) it was nice =)

40 ma'ams make de =) so li hai =)


38 ma'ams make de diagonal lash

poncho =)

all the presents = )i forgot to put in the wang wang biscuit haahs= )

our pretty basha =)



this is the pao pao guo dong given by 39 ma'ams hahas=)







this is the pao pao guo dong given to ma'ams by us and i actually wrote the sheng li de li wrongly !!! so malu !!!




BA ZHANG +) this is our basha when it is puffed up =) hahas, 39 ma'ams made these = )so cute hahas = )very li hai leh =)




a note given by jie qi ma'am =)




a note given by 38 ma'ams =)

the 2nd saty before camp craft com. we pitched and pitched and ma'ams suggested that we have an imaginary pitch withour equipment. hahas, it was really funny as i did not know where to align to and what and ma'am was like putting her finger there, hahas then i went in out in out hahas.. then me and ma'am tied our squarelash really fast hahas, we finished the squarelash at abt 1 min hahas, that was the original time that we start hahas, then after that, we peg and tied imaginary ponchos ahas, we were laughing through-out hahas then later i wanted to get the mallet then ma'am said it was there and i "walked through the basha hahas, i was really funny, and ma'am wanted mallet and she walked through the 'basha " too hahas, then i passed her the mallet hahas, we had points of time where 2 people were using the mallet at the same time hahas.. ma'ams wanted to show us that camp craft is not all about pitching but there is fun too =) i MUST JOIN camp craft 2010 hahas=) MUST =)

hahas, it was finally the camp craft competition. we went to school at 6.30 and suddenly need to change into pt kit, hahas, i change within 2-4 mins hahas=) so li hai =) then we put equipment and blah blah blah, all the evrytime must do stuff.. ahh . so scary.. then after that, we started pitching =) then it was sooo dark.. hahas.. then i was aligning to this black spot and ma'am said it was out, so i went all the way to the front, hahas, actually i was correct hahas =) i love my alignment =) then we pitched, i was okay , then we had another pitch, almost all ex-ma'ams were here le. then we pitched this one till 11.30 to perfect the basha =) , turned out nice =) then we had water break and 39 ma'ams put the pao pao guo dong in the basha hahas=) then gave us, =) we told ma'ams that we had the same give =) we so you mo qi , xing you ling xi yi dian tong hahs =) yeah then ma'ams told us to get our bags we sun bian took our gifts for ma'ams. yeah then we gave our gifts and 40 ma'ams gave theirs, and later at HTA, 39 ma'ams gave us another gift =) so nice =) 38 ma'am too gave us =) i upload them later =)
so on we went to HTA in taxi =) 39 ma'ams were 1st, we were 2nd and 40 ma'ams last. oh team 2 when there 1st hahas=) hahas =) yeah then we went there and we watched the other teams =) then ma'ams gave us the ba zhang hahas=) very cute, then we had a silent yam sing hahas=) and we drank =) very cool =) then we had a good luck hand shake to all team members including ma'ams and squadmates and wished team 2 good luck as they went to prepare in the hall =) then we went to the pitch to see them, but cos they have not like come down we had no choice but to go up to wait le. so we did not get to see.. so sad.. sigh... but later we played the ding dong game =) i was really fun i was going mad hahas, ma'ams shuo wo kuai feng le hahas =0 very amusing =) then we played the hu shi lai le da ji zhen =) i was fun too =) then we suddenly all very quiet and we had to go into the waiting area le.. i was chao kong bu .. then after the briefing and all , it was the moment of truth.. we walk down the steps and into the sunlight, 2 rows of ma'ams and squadmates including ex-ma'ams, held their hands out while we ran down clapping into all their hands =) i will be the scene that i can never forget =) then the last ma'am that i tapped was sharon ma'am and she said jia you =) ma'ams said our lashings improved too =) i am sooo happy =) then we stood there, and our school was the highest one cos ma'ams were all cheering, finally, i was the start, when equipment was check and after a min of thumping in chest,.. the long horn goes off!!!!!!!
i grabbed a pole and threw to ma'ams and we were sooo high as ma'ams started cheering, they even cheered our pao pao cheer =) then we jia you jia you =) my alignment was good =) we used all 12 mins ... yeah.. the flag could not be risen but ma;ams took down the flag pole and attached it there, and the structure was pretty kong bu .. we were all screaming, bu yao dong le ..!! left last few seconds.. all very scared.. i was freaked out at the 11 min horn cos i thought 12 mins le.. we did this basha really fast leh.. most of the time , we fisnish diagonal lash at abt 4.30, 4.00 but this time abt 3.30 jiu hao le, the pitch was fast, but i don know why had lots of problems. the poncho was chao thin, i very scared it break then it made the basha looks as though it has not tension.. then the brick was very light, and a judfe pushed the basha causing the brick to flip over... i thought that the pitch was rather good =) then it was aligned =) the gadget was wonderful and unique =) even a judge praised it =) wee =) then ma'am asked me if the falg was leaning towards base peg, (towards our side) and from my view, nope =) the flag was really nice =) but i still very scared, cos the other teams were all very very very good, i very scared.. then team 2 also scared. all of us quite moody after that, ma'ams gave us a bottle of 100 plus to share hahas= ) yeah then we got changed and took photos, hmm i want the photos.. then we had lunch hahas, before, we were scissors paper stoning to see who ask ma'ams as to they want team lunch or not, then i lost, and we kept saying, ask arh? you ask lah? ask now?? hahas very amusing, then later, i sat beside hui shan ma'am, then she decided to say, ask bah, hahas, cos i said, i ask huh? to esther hahas cos we had been doing this for a really long time hahas=) yeah.. then yea.. but in the end we did not go lunch with ma'ams, yeah// but somehow, almost the entire unit went to the same fod junction for food, including 39 ma'ams, 38 ma'ams, 40 ma'ams and us hahas=)
after that we went to lots of shops to get a present for alicia and we went to the library, we bought her a cat and esther and wenxian bought me a cat too hahas=) though is different cats hahas..yeah, then i went to my grandma's hse and it started pouring hahas, it was chao shuang despite the danger, cos my umbrella was almost flying off hahas= ) i really really really hope we get into finales and that will definitely include team 2 !!!! yesh . jia you jia you =)

today is my fantastic birthday +) and happy birthday Alicia ge ge =) hahas=) squadmates gave me a lot of presents =) no matter hand-made or bought, i will love them equally much =) and the happy thing is, NICOLE IS NOT MAD AT ME ANYMORE!!! weeee=) i very happy =) then she made this rice thingy for me =) her note was sweet =) clarissa gave me a japanese meal hahas=) very cool =) and bookmark =) then glennie gave me a candle and pretty sweets =) weee, i must ask glennie if they are sweets or erasers, but i think that they are sweets =) her note was funny =) i sing cheng mo de gao yang very very "nicely" hahas=) even glenda agrees =) then jiajia gave me a pooh bear =) thanks very de cute =) then some squadmates shared to buy me a orange carrot like, but flat soft toy =) hahahs=) sooooo cute =) my classmates says it looks like me =) i said glennie would like it =) cos its orange =) then finally my ge alicia gave me a necklace =) i soo touched =) i very happy today =) i am determined to give alicia a belated b-day present right after blocktest !!!! we shall buy you sth very nice de =) don worry alicia =) i love all the presents =) thanks all =) then today, my classmates started saying happy birthday to me =) then charlene very funny hahas=) she said happy birthday everytime she sees me hahas=) yeah then er today we were at the quadrangle and we started singing b-day song when ma'ams came hahas. yeah then we started with mine then alicia and we sang the chinese one twice so as to celebrate for me and alicia hahas= )yeah then i must say happy birthday to ku pao jung and mu tang's bro who are too b-day 18/3 hahas=) soo cool =) weeeee =)though tomoro blocktest, and today must chiong ahhhh but must write this happy post and enjoy today =) weeee. i celebrated my b-day earlier on sun at my grandma hse hahas=) the cake very sweet !!!! ahhh but ok lah =) then i shan't say my wish hahas=) i hope my wished would all come true =) weeeee =) then today we had the interview thingy for the recruitment of more sec 1s and i was ling shi jiao dao de hahas=) then turned out we all only need to say 1 sentence or so hahas =) "np gives you experiences that other nanyang girls have very experienced before!!" hahas=) then "join us" was said later all together =) hahas=) looks weird =) i think i look weird in front of the videocam hahas=) glenda and nic would have a pretty good view if they went,,, sigh,... hahas=) nvm hahas=)

why are you angry??????????? not that i don want to work with you, is just that we are in the same group for almost all projects that the teacher does not allocate us grps. geog SIAs x2, history, OM, science (if alicia did have a partner) and yeah, just wanted to change for a bit. why are you offended??? you are still my squadmates cum classsmates cum friend cum irritated by me study buddy... are you misinterpreting anything???? i seriously do not, i repeat, DO NOT hate you or anything. i try to come to school happy, and hope to leave the school by the end of the day happy too. i never want to be involve in any conflicts, but i just don understand why you are so mad?? i just wanted to have a change. we were seldom in the same grp last year... that sms is really very saddening... why .... must you send me sth like that.. i rather you said you hate me like you always do, but now.... why??? did i do anything wrong??? have i hurt your feelings in anyway, though u were right at the point that i probably would not change my mind, but i did ask u. at least answer me, i'd probably not go with any person. must you hurt me with such words??? now i don understand... i really don. why don you explain to me?? these few days, i don think our bond, is any closer, it is like as though we just met!! i don understand.. the most tolerant place that i am, the most tolerant people that i am with are my friends, school, squadmates.. i i hardly lose my temper in school. i lose my temper at home hahas. yeah... but i just don understand why you are angry?? would you like to explain to me??? my views of people are never known to people. i just keep them in my heart, but i would still feel the pain, the awkwardness... i may not express it.. but.. sigh.... lets try to be happy =) weeeee i shan't think of this anymore.. want to forget this.. it is never a good thing to hold all this things to my heart.. i am troubled enough without these. ... =) i shall study study study, and if i get good marks, one load off my mind. =) ct i can't live without you ahahhas=) very random =) i shall be happy =) i am listening to di yi tian now =) weeee

now i am pretty mush pretty stress, actually very stress. yeah. s when i was bathing, i came up with some ways to curb stress. so i must be happy now =)
The fantastic ways to curb stress =) :
Blog it (but don blog illegal and vulgar stuff !!!)
Shout it (be considerate and shout into ur pillow)
Scream it (still in the pillow, or maybe in ur parent's tummy)
Throw it (ahhh but don throw at public places and ur house, maybe at sth soft that is urs)
Sing it (can sing, but don screech)
Excercise it (feel slim and happy)
Eat it (but don eat too much and be fat, then more stress!!)
Sleep it (not during exams!!!)
Dance it (weee, but don injure urself)
Write it (boring but can =) )
Talk it (can tell ppl)
Read it (not read ur stress, but read sth to relaxxxxx)
Amuse it (amuse urself =) )
weeee =) i shall study now and not be stress =) jia you =)

i shld nvr have been the om leader. i don help the grp. i think i just make it worse. i would make the grp do badly for sia. all my fault. ...

hehehe i am back =) weeee=) hahas=) i thought clar would confirm be shi tou leh , in the end she is the shi wei of zi han !!!! hahas=) yeah =) then let me just list out the shi tous and she weis now
Shi tou : Shi wei:
thong-kun, kheng wee nic
zi han clar
pei yin glennie
wen xian esther
air-con yan ni
wee-kun (spelling??) alicia
jiajia puay ling
yi jia moi =)

( i tink= )hahas=)) hahas=) then today very fun =) ma'ams thought us shi =) weeeeeee then after that we had our 3rd class results.. sigh... but still only 6 squadmates did not pass, but nvm =) squadmates jia you jia you jia you =) wo men yi qi jia you =) weeee then we all passed safety 1st =) ma'ams said wanted to give us surprise one, but we kept asking, so they just told us that we all passed ahahahas=) but still we passed =) weeeeeee=) i did pass 3rd class but we must all help squadmates =) weeeeee=) wo men xing de =)
today during ------- ------ we were quite quiet but stil we did some stuff=) quite cool hahas=) then for some reason, i startedd carving some of the stones hahas=) i made NYNP, CT1 and jiayou (in chinese) i very proud of them =) weeeee=) happy happy happy=) block test coming!!!!ahhhh so kong bu !!! i must passs jia you jia you =) weeee =) then this tues i think we going for some police heritage thing =) hahas=) wonder what that is ?? and what is the date of tuesday??
18 MARCH +) weeeeeeeee=) and why is it soooooooooooooooo special ??? not cos is the last day to chiong study block test, is cos (drumroll) hahas=) is moi b-day hahas=) very ego =) weeeee=) love it =) happy happy happy =) and is alicia's too =) weeee happy b-day alicia =) hahas gie ni ------- -------- ------ hahahs=) soo long, cannot guess one hahas=) even if guess dao, pls don say hahas+) cos don one blah blah seee hahahs=) wu liao ... i very wu liao hahahs=) i listening to np songs now =) weeeee hahahs yuan xin zhong yong yuan liu zhe wo de xiao rong.... can't catch up hahas+) can see i very high =) type soooo long =) weee =) when i told my parents that i am in shi wei and i almost became nic's shi tou, my parents started laughing saying that i will crush the shi wei hahas=) i too fei2 hahas= ) that is not to be happy abt cos i really very fat, esp when i came back frm the cruise!!! must run and excercise!!!!!!!! must train shou li and jiao li =) ma bu and push ups!!! jia you jia you =) weeee prelims on 22nd must jia you =) weeee=) hope will not postpone anymore =) weeeee oh and i don an lian ni glenda!!! hahas i just love pigs hahas=) i drew a few more hahas=) very cool one =) then i have one with blah blah blah hahas... wu liao... then one in a bottle of .......................hahahs.. wu liao , but i think nic will know what it is hahas=) i think this is my longest post ever hahas=) soo long =) later nic kill me when she see th picture hahas=) but i like it =) i drew it during team lunch hahas=) oh yeah team lunch =) it is lunch at coro with ct ma'ams and squadmates, yeah so after finish eating i started drawing on the tissue paper and i took a photo of it =) weeee.. then before that cos i started to rain in the middle of a pitch and ms khoo stopped us, we unpitched and gathered at the 2nd storey and ma'ams tell us brainstorm and talked abt enrolment and stuff =) we must have more ppl =) wee must jia you =) cos NYNPCC is the best =) weee =) then we made a video +) hahas=) very cool +) "N" "Y" "N""P' "JOIN US" "WE WANT YOU" hahas=) very cool =) i am the 1st N hahas=) then ma'ams video tape=) hahas=) so jia you jia you =) today pt i did a lot of things wrongly =) for eg. i said buddies 1st before IC for upon her head then for 12123 i said wrongly, then for some reason i started laughing then i love this pt =) weeeee yeah i know i love pei ting (pt) hahas lame.. yeah but today pt was nice=) yesterday also =) weee =) the 4 words are magical =) hahas jiang3 le jiu4 high qi3 lai2 hahas=) ---a- --- -o- --- hahas=) hahahs=) cannot be obvious hahas=) weeeee hao le bah, stop le, i type soo long !! (horrorstruck) hahas=) bb

Today we had dalt =) weeeeeee=) very very cool=) we broke up into shi tou and shi wei =) weee
yi jia is my shi tou =) hahas=) she very funny =) then ma'ams ask who wants to join long=) but must go in our shi tou shi wei =) then yi jia did not mind =) so there we were in long =) sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool =) we had to switch hands and all =) i am long san =) weeee, yi jung ma'am is long san hahas=) yeah.. =) then puay ling or nicole is long tou and amelia ma'am (i not sure if correct spelling, sorry) is long tou hahas=) then kheng wee is long wei =) and camelia ma'am is long wei =) yeah =) then long er is either puay ling or nicole=) then LONG SAN is ME hahas=) very ego =) then long si is esther then long wu is er.. i think yi jia then long 6 i think, i think ... er is wen xian then long 7 is jacinta =) weeeeee. nic seems unhappy abt being in long but no choice because her 2 shi tou wants to be in long (kheng wee and jacinta=) ) hahas=) yeah... then we practice a bit =) 40 ma'ams taught us =) ma'ams are nice and funny hahas=) yeah =) hahas=) then we join back squadmates = )we learnt ping gu, qi bu, qi shi and er xiao jian i think hahas =) i very blur =) weeeeeee very fun =) i shall continue the exciting event later =) so eat dinner =)

i know now i should be studying for block test and not slacking byu blogging but my previous post like very sad, so must be high in this post =)) weee, yeah =) they postponed the prelims to 22nd march =) so i went for the cruise =) weeeee, i was boring in some ways and for the very 1st time, i spent sooooooooo much money on arcade games, That was the only place i can go, i very bored at some points.. hahas... yeah.. in the end i stayed in the library hahas =) yeah=) eat sleep abd walk around.=) weee.. i very scared block test leh.. i scared i fail.. . so scary.... i going to upload the pictures that i took during the cruise soo must wait =) weeee. lsc was really boring sia.. i want to sleep through- out the thing... hahas except for war of the lords or sth. where we threw water bombs, then this bian tai 204 girl grab me and threw water bags on the front of my shirt... diao.... hahas=) i like the word , "sian diao" hahas=) o.o my birthday is 1 week from now=) weeee and alicia too =) weeeeee... hahas=)
today we had ct, then very funny, i only came for abt 8-10.30 so sad,, but nvm.. we had pt in the morning =) weee pt = peiting =) hahas=) i know pt very fun =) then it was 2 rounds ard the sch then 25 p 25 c and 25 j then again 25 p 25 c 25 j again for 1 round so we did like 100 for each.. this thurs going to be 50 in one straight row!!!!!!! omg... i think i will kua hahas=) then ma'ams started climing up the flag pole, i think to test if the lash is tight of sth.. then very amusing, mm laughed soooo much at wx hahas =) weeee then nic jealous hahaas =) esther climb highest weee=) li hai li hai =) today ma'ams all very high =) though this few days pitches not thta good cos not that high as compared to the "last pitch" sigh.. i hopw we can pitch better pitches =) weeee=) then today, me and jacinta talking abt ------ then we did not know that --o--o was there ahhhhhhhhh, so embarassing!!!! i hope mei ting dao hahas=) yeah.,.. but nothing much . sigh... hahas=) yeah tomoro finally don need go school =) i shall study study study... i pa pa block test .. om sigh... so sad... i hate om .. sigh.. but must jia you too.. om mates are nice.. st' johns very amusing=0 lu ping teaching me rubik cubes how to solve=) very cool =) then ying hui had a magic trick, very li hai, she use cards one, i can't figure out how she did it ... sigh... but very li hai =) weeee. NYCT rocks =) weeee

sigh.... yesterday cry a lot of times, but shi zhong still must make decision de.. sigh..yeah.. go prelims bah... cruise can go some other time bah.. but still very sad about that..sigh.. of course parents angry.. sigh... finally one day can go with entire family. it was like set the previous week!!!! sigh... sigh.. i even checked everything to confirm i had nothing on that saturday.. sigh... rain is nice, but why must postpone entire pitch??? afternoon was soooooo bright... sigh... either i go aunt's house stay or at home .. sigh.... sigh... sigh.... don know lah.... after lsc have practice, can take poles from equip to prac.. yeah.. then just now ma'am called then i think our line crossed with some other people's line, then this cantonese guy was talking on the phone, very amusing, in the end ma'am called me on handphone hahas.. yeah... sigh.. don feel like putting smileys.. sigh... don know.. .lets all go esther's house stay on fri sat sun , all ct de, then go pitch together hahas... yeah.. sigh.. don know lah ... sec 2 lsc like not very fun leh, some how i think soo..sigh.. why change date.... sigh.. sigh.. sigh... sigh...

why why must they postpone the prelims ???? why???? this saturday is perfectly fine, great, the best, but they postpone it to next saturday???i have got a cruise to go to and it has been set , and confirm. finally a day whereby my entire family can go out and relax, but why must they set it sa next saturday??tears are rolling down my cheek as i am typing... i really want to go to the prelims, we hae trained 3 and a half mths for this day and they postpone and postpone. now is on a day whereby i have to make a decision, or probably, my parent's decision. i really want to go to the cruise too.. it has been like a couple of years since we went on cruise as a family and relax, no homework, no nothing. . my aunt bought those tickets and suddenly we say that we are not going???? i don know, i seriously don know,, i don want to think ... i don like to cry but this, i don know.. sigh... eveb if i were to go to the prelims, i would feel guilty that my entire family can;t go on a trip because of me, if i were to go to the cruise, i would feel guilty that someone if replacing me after 3 and a half mths of training, and i cause the entire team to not get into finals. i really want to go to the prelims, i really do. .... .. i don know... i don know.. why???? why must they change the date?? why must it rain??? is it all predestined???? i don know??? i don know??