Thursday, April 22, 2010

sec 4 is taking a toll on squadmates. somehow, normally i'm a pretty un-feeling person, but reading some of their blogs just make me feel sad now. (apparently being peaceful, makes one feel more) everyone is sad/stressed about something. not just me. everyone has something to be sad about. but everyone just puts on a brave front in school.

everytime someone complains that she is fat when she isn't, i would think "look at me, you have no right to say that". everytime someone drags on that she is not smart, she is stupid, "i would think, what about me?" (i know some who read this might comment "u are not stupid lah, look at me!" ) but this is how I feel. i do not think i am good enough, so everytime i complain that i am stupid, try to understand a little. try to step in my shoes and feel how inferior i am with smart people around me that seems to be understanding lots but i do not. i'm sorry if i am sounding selfish for others to step into my shoes, just leave me be. even if one may not excel in studies, he/she may have other talents, piano/ guitar/people-skills/ dance etc. i do not. do not tell me that i am sociable. i can tell you that i am not. other than people i know, i do not socialize unless i am feeling gay and high that day. even to friends; i am no good at being a friend. i hate going out, i can't sustain phonecalls/ msn convos, i cannot sympathise but i expect my friends to understand me... how is that possible...
i feel so much today.
i realise sometimes i think very logically, i think so much more than others may but i do not know if that is good or bad. exciting...

//y10:00 PMy//

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A tortoise is a land-dwelling reptile of the order Testudines. Like their aquatic cousins, the turtles, tortoises are shielded from predators by a shell. The top part of the shell is the carapace, the underside is the plastron, and the two are connected by the bridge. The tortoise has both an endoskeleton and an exoskeleton. Tortoises can vary in size from a few centimetres to two meters. Most land tortoises are herbivorous in the wild.

Tortoises generally have lifespans comparable with those of human beings, and some individuals are known to have lived longer than 150 years. Because of this, they symbolize longevity in some cultures, such as China.

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