Monday, September 7, 2009
happy birthday liwen!! +D
had fun at wen's hse, damn funny, her team mates very nice!
played funny games like the tookitooki thingy! had weird jokes! bro damn cute!
sister looks like her! had scary cheesecake! but was nice! had pizzahut!
duanmug was lame! glenda was cute! hahas! i met new friends like yujie (isit spelt like that),
jiaqi, haiyun! hahas! +D not bad! +D
then we had the telephone charades! pure joke man! was tearing when they revealed the answer! didn;t get to see her team's gift to her!!
LIWEN! ur gift from the brilliant NP clique hor! glenda tan, nicole cheng and lianpeiting +D
nice cookies neh! 300g neh! hahas! 3 flavours neh!!
okok, now to feel guilty.
today when i walked out of the house somehow, i just teared...
i really want to thank my parents for tolerating with my bad temper and nonsense
and though we not be that well-off, they really treat us soo well, and i feel really bad.
is like everytime we need to buy friend's present watsoever, ask from daddy and mommy,
and daddy always ask me if i have enough $. i know they don earn much and i feel super bad that they spend so much on us. esp after the china trip thing. i mean like its like $2100, its lots of money man, can use for super long, i should have just chosen local stuff.
i was super touch the other day in sch when i was telling my dad that the trip is expensive and all, but all he said was that i didn't have to worry, just go, he'll take care of it. i really wanted to cry. then the other day when my mom was asking him how he get the $ (as a joke or sth!) my dad said from now till november still long, he can raise... it may be a joke or real i don know but i really felt so fortunate but really guilty...
my sch fees already cost alot and yeah, i'm not exactly a very smart person. then i have to ask for $ here and there. china trip, i might just end up playing... why waste the $... man...
i promise that i'll study hard to make everything worth while and from now on, i will save up!
and when i grow up, i will support my parents no matter what. So if next time, i start to become some maniac that abandon my parents, someone please shove this post up my face!
just now, my mom was just telling me that she bought my bro a b-day present and if she still own me one. i wanted to tell her that she owns me nothing, the china trip alone along with so many other stuff are all already sufficient for my entire life's worth of present.
I wish for many things to come through, but my biggest wish is that my entire family, my dad, mom, bro, me etc, will all be happy and healthy and safe. there is no need for us to be rich, happy healthy and safe would do, life now is good, reasonable and i really love it. Birthdays have no need to be elaborate, i'd love to just have a simple steamboat session at home rather then going to fancy place that wastes $.
I would like to apologise to my dad and mom whenever i fa pi qi, esp to my dad, that is so tolerant!! and i feel bad to keep shouting at you for no reason. thank you and sorry!
I love my mom and dad and even my irritating bro. thank you for all that you all have given me, i promise that i'll try my best in everything i do. Thank you for advices, for tolerating with me crap and temper and helping me in every possible way. thank you. (so many thank yous x infinite) my family is the best thing that has ever happened to me and i want it to last forever. <3
//y12:23 AMy//
