Monday, December 15, 2008
ok, i get emo in the night lah... i have no idea what is wrong with me yeah....
is like now is the holidays and we are suppose to RELAX! but the prob is that, the moment i relax, or probably relax too much without doing anything constructive...i start blaming myself at the end of the day which is really irritating..... argh....i had this feeling during EOYS which is already sooooo long ago and i still can't get over the feeling tat i need to study... i know it is fun lah when u actually learn new stuff but the thing is that i can't control my stupid addiction to the TV! sigh.......... i nvr really accomplish anything this holiday... sigh.... howhowhow??? i can't even relax properly! i'd bet tat on the last day of hols, i'll be wide awake on my bed thinking of how i have wasted the entire hols and probably wasting the next year, and in the end getting up the next day without doing much again.... and esp when it is a new year with NEW classmates... sigh.... its good to make new friends of course, but its just tat.... sigh.... it pretty much took me 2 years to actually be bonded with glen and nic and other classmates,and now we need to split up and find new ppl.. sigh.... i shall be more sociable next year and make new friends+)...
i shall not waste tomoro's time and make full use of it........... i hate this feeling......
//y11:06 PMy//